The sacrifice of Christ is an amazing concept to ponder. The fact that he killed his son to reach out to us giving us a way to know Him. What a price to pay to know us! Are we worth knowing that much. i guess so. It does give me assurance that finding fellowship with God is not beyond reach since He did so much to make it available to us. Seeking Him wont end in Him forsaking me. "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." Jer. 29:13 Finally, I am taking the time and effort to orient my college life that way.

God, let me find you. Show me you. Give me a passage way to come to you and learn to know you. I am here. I have freed myself of the distraction that she can bring. I am wanting to hear you, to see you. God guide me what to do with this relationship. - J.